What I hate the most

One thing that I hate is when people didn't appreciate me in their life. I do everything for them but they just be with me just to make me feel good.What?? I really hate that,..where is your honesty??

Just like the song title Grenade by Bruno Mars but the song was dedicated to girl..but I think that it can dedicated to friends too.. do everything for you? yeah i did..yes! even i risk my life for you.. You may never realize it..cause I'm too hard to be understand..

Like you said yesterday, i did not  have peace in my mind cause i always keep everything myself. Without sharing it with others. How can i share it with you if if the problem is all about you... do you dare to listen to it?

I guess not..

We  are too close until you never realize anything that I want from you..honesty..and understanding

Have you ever try to understand me??

If you do..you will realize what i done is because i need you and i hate to admit it that i still love you..

An unavoidable fact.

Am i too mysterious to you??

Or what you do is really just want me to feel good.

I'm so stupid cause I still in love with you..i should throw you to South China Sea..left you at Damai beach..

Just move on with your life..cause the happiness will not last long..that my prayer..cruel hah??

But it's only a small gift from me..

Confession to a friend

Every moment I think of u

what are you doing right now

Do miss me?

Do you think of me?

Do you care for me?

Like I always do..

My heart beats just for you..

No matter how hard I try to forget you

But you will always be in my mind.

I try to run but once I turned..

You'll be by my side..

Running away with me.

But I never know why you always be

I'm carrying this burden

Burden of loving you..

Do you love me?

I guess not..

For we are one..

I know you knew it

But you will never admit it..

Care for me when i need it..

And i need it always..

Yes! from now till forever..

Just stay here with me

Remain here with me..

Cause I can't losing you.

Yes I do..